Tuesday Morning in the Rain
February 01, 2001
I: Rain falls with a knifeās intensity and unity of purpose. I am wet. I stand in the middle of this barren world. This ocean of mud. I feel the rain on my cheeks and see it on my glasses as I look up at the sky, and feel it drip drip dripping off my hair and nose and cheeks as I look down at the mud eating my feet. II: I spit ants from my mouth in the sweaty jungle night. As shots hit trees I burrow down down like a crab settling into sand; making a living grave just my size. III: From the bed of this dirty pickup I see spread out before me fields so steep they look almost vertical overlooking the gentle, fertile valleys. A map of property rights and historical trespass done in green fields and brown roads and draped on bones of rock and dirt. The sky looks like rain.
NOTE: Date of writing is approximate; my notes have the month and year, but not the date.